Despite the general sentiment being that today was an entirely wasted day- Walking to and back from mgs in search of Wayne whom I didn't even get to see, cabbing to Wayne's house just so that we could ascertain that his sister didn't get abducted, LONG bus ride to town spending a shitload of money at Marks and Spencer, taking Wayne along to meet SS and church frenz which was omegaeffing weird we had like less than 2mins worth of conversation, church practice for christmas with a massive headache, yet I complete the day a much more educated person.

So I'm reasonably socially inept when faced with certain situations, but whatever I gained considerable insight today. There's loads more opportunity thats bound to come, so I honestly don't see a point in engaging in such frivolous activity. ohwell. Nonetheless, it still is a rather perturbing situation because I still do miss you and idkk haha just let me spend some time with you I guess.

ohwellll its Christmas soon anyway magical things are supposed to happen, so yeah hopefully a sage will enlighten me :) honestly I don't know whether I'm really looking foward to Christmas this year, like I usually do. Its kinda anticlimatic mostly, even my brother's already openned all his presents.

hrm, okayanyway! HAPPY BIRTHDAY Kim, EJin and Jiayi (all in 3 consecutive days, haha!) thanks for being such awesome frenzz seriously :)